“Nostalgia for nothing “
Nostalgic, Neither for loss nor for the desire to gain
But just to feel the same season
When we were once together
In the June of our union
Just to get that day and eco of your voice:
“I am in you and you in me”
Don’t say again and again I am mistaken
Inwardly fragmented or severely broken.
For you, now,
I might be ignorant
A crazy, an insane and master of fool
Trying to bring happiness being bamboozled
But look at my soul
Still striving and waiting for you
With a hope of becoming whole
Well, you may declare it nothing
Me, a mass of illusion and feeding on delusion
An inhabitant of seclusion.
Happily, I accede all your blame
But let me live in nostalgia in your name
Call my existence full of absurdity
But let me relish the sweetness of its acerbity
Happily you change day by day
But let me think of you and be gay .
“Inferno in me “
Day to day , I lost my conscience
Morality and addicted to lust
It’s illogically logical that I am vanquished in enigma of life .
What to decipher n how to commemorate
It’s really time to extinguish
The flame lit in my mentality .
The very rush to purgatory
To cleanse my sin
Abode of virtues turned into inferno
No faith n ray of hope
To be idealistic n protocol .
Being fatalistic , fatally preyed to be unfortunate
Habit of creating marginalization or to subjugate .
Nostalgia comes for nothing , though
Trying to be poetic
Bitter reality pinches n life becomes pathetic .
U know I am hilarious , weird n distinct
Curse on me as I owe emotions extinct .
Worth for nothing , seem very trivial
Lost , lost n just lust
Memento make me foil
In me Collections of unquenchable
Thirst thirst n thirst .
“Keepsake or trifles “
I handed over my heart to u
By n by u kept it aside .
It was still pounding 4 u
Whereas u denied imperceptibly .
Trust n faith go side by side
I am sure it will be extra New Years ride .
Mocking at me n u don’t know my acumen
After all u r also among those feministic women.
I couldn’t handle the thing I posses
Keepsake or trifles , life isn’t only bed of roses.
New enthusiasm , new determination n synergy
Love chaos or puppetry , should not have hectic allergy .
Still awaiting to stand among d crowd
I am sure this year will make me proud .
The more I become firmed , the more I become chauvinistic
Teach me , oh almighty ! Have to be superficial or realistic .